Oct 4, 2008

struggle

OK....

three weeks again

what have I learned?

much? i can't figure out

little? i don't think so. there are plenty of stuffs i need to handle



two meetings in a day

how can it be

it's good or bad

my supervisor relly cares about me

but i got a lot of pressure


which one should i choose

i have something idea in mind

but can't make the decision



The core problem is that there is no denifite goal

so no matter how long i walk along

there is no destination

who am i

and what am i

moreover how am i



in the future....

again


i don't know what i want

so only do something simple

and day after day

yeah...

it's not what i prefer

so i should take action from right now




Enthusiastic ALL THE TIME!!

Sep 30, 2008

complicated

what the hell...

My colleges go shoppping without asking me

My supervisor watch everything through my NB

My checking card is disappeared


I've trusted everyone in the company, but now i should reconsider what I believe

Am I sensetive?

Is this phonomenon OK in the society? If the answer is yes, how can I live in another country

I hate complicated people.


New, everything is new to me

So no doubt whatever happen or whoever u are


however, I've felt unusual recently

everyone seems have a complain or unlike in minds

being uncomfortable when those emerge


hey... come on


I want my life be simple

do what I should learn

without complicated relationship




tell myself and I

go ahead, don't be bother!!!

Sep 28, 2008

Don't Cry

The smell of your skin linger on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your hometown

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity


I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

it's personal, myself and I

We got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've gotta get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry


The path that I'm walking, I must go alone

I must take the baby steps til I'm full grown

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay



Like a little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and uno cards

I'll be your best friend

And you'll be my valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

Cuz I wanna hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity



http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=O5AyHbrCYb0

討厭這樣

習於忙碌

每當悠閒

便想起你

搜尋一切

找尋軌跡

用盡辦法

填捕空洞




討厭這樣

回不來的你

走不出的我

無窮盡的思念

念到何時

念到何地

才能停止


該死的離人

familia

I love my family~~